When
you awaken, when you understand, when you see, the world becomes right. We're
always bothered by the problem of evil. There's a powerful story about a little
boy walking along the bank of a river. He sees a crocodile who is trapped in a
net. The crocodile says, "Would you have pity on me and release me? I may
look ugly, but it isn't my fault, you know. I was made this way. But whatever
my external appearance, I have a mother's heart. I came this morning in search
of food for my young ones and got caught in this trap!"
So
the boy says, "Ah, if I were to help you out of that trap, you'd grab me
and kill me."
The
crocodile asks, "Do you think I would do that to my benefactor and
liberator?"
So
the boy is persuaded to take the net off and the crocodile grabs him.
As
he is being forced between the jaws of the crocodile, he says, "So this is
what I get for my good actions." And the crocodile says, "Well, don't
take it personally, son, this is the way the world is, this is the law of
life."
The
boy disputes this, so the crocodile says, "Do you want to ask someone if
it isn't so?"
The
boy sees a bird sitting on a branch and says, "Bird, is what the crocodile
says right?" The bird says, "The crocodile is right. Look at me. I
was coming home one day with food for my fledglings. Imagine my horror to see a
snake crawling up the tree, making straight for my nest. I was totally
helpless. It kept devouring my young ones, one after the other. I kept
screaming and shouting, but it was useless. The crocodile is right, this is the
law of life, this is the way the world is."
"See,"
says the crocodile. But the boy says, "Let me ask someone else." So
the crocodile says, "Well, all right, go ahead."
There
was an old donkey passing by on the bank of the river. "Donkey," says
the boy, "this is what the crocodile says. Is the crocodile right?"
The
donkey says, "The crocodile is quite right. Look at me. I've worked and
slaved for my master all my life and he barely gave me enough to eat. Now that
I'm old and useless, he has turned me loose, and here I am wandering in the
jungle, waiting for some wild beast to pounce on me and put an end to my life.
The crocodile is right, this is the law of life, this is the way the world
is."
"See,"
says the crocodile. "Let's go!"
The
boy says, "Give me one more chance, one last chance. Let me ask one other
being. Remember how good I was to you?" So the crocodile says, "All
right, your last chance."
The
boy sees a rabbit passing by, and he says, "Rabbit, is the crocodile
right?"
The
rabbit sits on his haunches and says to the crocodile, "Did you say that
to that boy? The crocodile says, "Yes, I did." "Wait a
minute," says the rabbit. "We've got to discuss this."
"Yes," says the crocodile. But the rabbit says, "How can we
discuss it when you've got that boy in your mouth? Release him; he's got to
take part in the discussion, too." The crocodile says, "You're a
clever one, you are. The moment I release him, he'll run away." The rabbit
says, "I thought you had more sense than that. If he attempted to run
away, one slash of your tail would kill him."
"Fair
enough," says the crocodile, and he released the boy. The moment the boy
is released, the rabbit says, "Run!" And the boy runs and escapes.
Then the rabbit says to the boy, "Don't you enjoy crocodile flesh?
Wouldn't the people in your village like a good meal? You didn't really release
that crocodile; most of his body is still caught in that net. Why don't you go
to the village and bring everybody and have a banquet."
That's
exactly what the boy does. He goes to the village and calls all the men folk.
They come with their axes and staves and spears and kill the crocodile. The
boy's dog comes, too, and when the dog sees the rabbit, he gives chase, catches
hold of the rabbit, and throttles him. The boy comes on the scene too late, and
as he watches the rabbit die, he says, "The crocodile was right, this is
the way the world is, this is the law of life."
There
is no explanation you can give that would explain away all the sufferings and
evil and torture and destruction and hunger in the world! You'll never explain
it. You can try gamely with your formulas, religious and otherwise, but you'll
never explain it. Because life is a mystery, which means your thinking mind
cannot make sense out of it. For that you've got to wake up and then you'll
suddenly realize that reality is not problematic, you are the problem.
About
Anthony de Mello
Most
people, Anthony de Mello maintained, are asleep. They need to wake up, open up
their eyes, see what is real, both inside and outside of themselves. The
greatest human gift is to be aware, to be in touch with oneself, one's body,
mind, feelings, thoughts, sensations.
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